It's been a while. I miss writing, of course. I miss blogging. A lot of things have changed. I never thought that time would fly so fast, I can barely fathom the fact that I've come all the way from the person I used to be to the person I am now.
This might sound bad, but I'm not normal. As much as I hate to say this, I wish I can be normal. I'm struggling everyday, wondering if I could ever be the person I was, again. One thing I know, I'm not depressed, yet. But this thing could definitely lead to depression. All this while, I've been trying to reach out to other people, just to make sure that I would not suffer from self-destruction, because somehow keeping things to ourselves are very intoxicating and tiring. But now, I just don't know. I'm tired of depending on others. I wish I can be independent, but I,myself, am too weak for that.
So let's just pray for the best. Till then, xx